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Wednesday, July 7th, 2004
1:07 am	Almost half way Wow, alot of shit has happened since my last update. As usual, i been workin my butt off. i think last week i worked almost 87 hours. def crazyness. however, i almost have $3000 already, which sounds sweet especially since ima be car hunting in about a month. i went to see wrestling with Adam a week ago. it was so badass i cant even describe it. i got some sweet ass pictures too. i hung out with danny boy a little before the match, so that was cool. its always good to talk with him. hes a good friend. 4th of July was awesome. especially since we got these Romanian girls workin at the jewelry store now who are damn hot. Park Place is actually turnin out to be a sweet job. My boys jeff and jamie came down to visit the other day. it was sweet to see them. i miss hangin out with my friends. but just wait till the fall. the oc house is gonna be bangin. other than work, there really isnt too much more to tell. im makin a trip to the dena tomorrow to see my friends in Joseph. itll be cool to see the CMH crew again. i gott get up early, so ima get some sleep. mmmmmm sleeeeeeeep. Night all! God Bless The Fine Arts Current Mood: tired Current Music: Welcome Back - Mase (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Friday, June 18th, 2004
2:09 am	Keeping my heart safe Its definitley been an interesting week. The double shifts everyday are startin to piss me off. Not the fact that i work all the time, but the fact that i cant spend more time with my friends. but itll all be worth it when im drivin in my new car. Im thinkin either the pontiac sunfire gt or the chevy cavalier ls. i like those two. my manager at the jewelry store let me talk to this dude that is in charge of car auctions and said hes gonna hook me up, so thats badass. other than work, i dont really do much. ive been listening to alot of country music lately (i know what your thinkin, joey and abby .. im sorry, but i think im turing more and more to the "dark side" as the days go by). ive also been spending my time trying to find out what the word love really means. i thought i was in love, but i realized that im not, thanks to a good conversation i had with two very good friends (you know who you are). I realized that im not gonna rush love. itll happen when the time is right. in the mean time, im gonna take the time and find out who i really am. (i know that sounds cliche but i dont care). as soon as i figure out who that person is inside me, people will start liking me for me. and thats all i have to say about that. night all! God Bless The Fine Arts Current Mood: contemplative Current Music: I Want To Live - Josh Gracin (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, June 11th, 2004
12:40 am	3 down, more to go ... I hope everyone is doing well. Im tired as shit, as usual, but im still keepin on. Even though working two jobs is draining me physically and mentally, i think its all good for me. I needed soemthing like this to make me realize how "real" life is. Its hard, damn hard actually. And this is only the pre-beginning stages! but we'll come to that when the time is right. I havent really been doing much other than working. EXCEPT for one of the most anticipated events of the year! SWIII!!!!!!!!! Although i still think SWII was the best so far, round 3 was still one to remember. Good times with McC (Dude, only 364 more days till SWIV!! LOL) Found out that im goin to see Kenny Chesney/Rascal Flatts/Uncle Kracker with McC and Jamie the other day! Holy FUCK am I excited about that. Not only because the people performing, but because im going with a good friend and the incredibly beautfiful Jamie. Good times to come. I was also excited because my pook called me today. I was working so i didnt get a chance to call her back, but my face lit up like mad when i saw she called. i hope everything is going well with her. I miss her alot. Sleep time now (STOOPID double jobs). Take care everyone! God Bless The Fine Arts Current Mood: exhausted Current Music: One Good Love - Rascal Flatts (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Tuesday, June 1st, 2004
11:34 pm	The countdown is almost dead ... Sorry for the delay in posts, my life has been crazy busy. When i wrote my last post, i was working at just the arcade. Since then, i got a job at a clothing store called Hooties. I already quit that job, and am now working at Park Place Jewelry Store and the Arcade. Two decent jobs, hopefully ill have a good time makin money. Alot of the CMH crew came down the other night, good times with them. Im lovin spending time with McC. Good friends are hard to find. Other than that, I havent been up to much. YOU should call me so i can talk/catch up to what yall been doin since i dont update that much. If you dont have my celly #, one of your friends should have it. Please call, i miss talk to all of you! God Bless The Fine Arts P.S. The countdown is almost dead!! Can I get a OH HELL YEAH?! Current Mood: exhausted Current Music: No Shoes No Shirts No Problem - Kenny Chesney (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Monday, May 17th, 2004
12:17 am	It has begun .... As McC would say .. "oooooooooooohhhhhhhhhhh shit yo!" Summer '04 has officially begun! Im so excited, this summer will go down in history. I started my new job today. Its not too bad, they put me on register, and i got the hang of it pretty damn quick! Its an ok job, its money, so i dont care. What does suck is that ill be workin there and workin at the arcade too. Double shifts suck ass! But itll be worth it when i get my new car. Plus, my place is startin to look pretty damn good. Also, McC is gonna be here all summer!! Holy hell is that gonna be fun. Good times to come! Other than that, im startin to miss some of my friends already. Especially my pook. Since im workin all the time, i dont get to talk to people online as much as im used to! But you know what they say .. "absence makes the heart grow fonder!" I hope thats true. Till next time, night all! God Bless The Fine Arts Current Mood: excited Current Music: When The Sun Goes Down - Kenny Chesney ft. Uncle Kracker (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Friday, May 14th, 2004
9:19 am	One for the books ... Well, this is it. The end of an era. Im almost done packing and soon I will be on my way to what will be the greatest summer of all time! It was quite a semester, to say the least. Ive learned so much. Not school related, but ive learned so much about myself and about other people. Alot of things happened this semester and alot of things changed. I will be a better man because of them. It was truly a semester I will never forget! If I had to do it all over again, with all the good and the bad, I wouldnt have done it any other way. To everyone I missed saying goodbye to, im sorry. Dont worry though, youll see me soon enough. Give me a call if anyone wants to come chill at the beach this summer! I always got room. Thanks to everyone who made this semester memorable. I love you guys! Summer, HERE I COME! God Bless The Fine Arts! Current Mood: excited Current Music: Good Riddance (Time of Your Life) - Green Day (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, May 12th, 2004
12:18 am	Patience is key ... Today was a pretty good day. It was the last makeup class, which sucks. But im almost 100% sure i got an A, which is awesome. Im gonna miss everyone in that class. Def one of the best classes. ALSO, it was the last WFB class ever!!! SO happy bout that one. After that I pretty much chilled here and wrote down some screenplay ideas. I had a conversation with lovaaaaahhhh about my love life today, which got me depressed. But Erica came to my rescue. I definitley needed the inspiration from her. I value her friendship VERY much. Good end to a good day. Night All! God Bless The Fine Arts Dreams do come true ... Current Mood: contemplative Current Music: Stronger - Jennifer Love Hewitt (Comment on this)
Tuesday, May 11th, 2004
3:32 am	Its all a memory ... Wow. Ive had such a busy/emotional week. I dont know where to begin. Thank the lord i only have a little bit more work left till summer begins. My life pretty much revolved around the Musical Theatre show this past week. I have to say, it was the most meaningful show Ive ever been in. I have never had as much fun in a show since Ive been born. The show was perfect. It came together so well, it seriously was like magic. It made me realize why i love doing what I do. I finally got to sing my song in front of an audience. Some nights were bad, but I nailed it in front of my parents. They were so proud. "Let It Go" was definitley a show stopper song. I loved every second of it, as did the audience! My director let me wear a thong on the last night! Everyone freaked! It was perfect. THANK YOU GUYS for doing that song! SO much fun. I finally got to share the stage with annie again. That was very emotional as well. SO much history there, im happy we got the oportunity. My duet with Lauren was a dream come true. I love that girl to death and am honored to be a part of something so special. THANK YOU Lauren. It means more to me than youll ever know. Dont forget, OC is only a half-hour away! You are the most unique and special person Ive ever met, dont let anyone tell you different! So the show was one of the best moments in my life. Thanks to everyone for making it so special! Now that the show is over, I got alot of shit to do before i move into my new place!! Im ready. Come on summer!! Night All! GOD BLESS THE FINE ARTS! Dreams do come true ... Current Mood: accomplished Current Music: Soar - Christina Aguilera (Comment on this)
Wednesday, May 5th, 2004
6:55 am	Not A Better Feeling In The World I dont know where to begin on how I feel right now. I didnt get hardly any sleep. Not that i wasnt tired, cause believe me, Im tired as hell. Its just that I love my life. Everything about it. I love the past, and I will love the future. There have been so many obstacles I have overcome, so many ups and downs. I think after each one is conquered, I grow as a person. Tonight I will take another step, and grow. As Erica would say, Im going to "Damn all the odds". I was listening to my song the other day, REALLY listening to it. In it, the lyrics say "for all these years, Ive faced the world alone, and now the time has come to prove to them Ive made it on my own". I feel like ultimitley, its up to me to get the job done, and to live my life. But i havent made it on my own. Ive had the privelage and honor to grow up with very special people who are a really important piece of my heart. I couldnt have done it without you guys! You know who you are. This might seem strange to some; me getting emotional over the song Im singing. But after all ive been through, I feel like after tonight, I will enter a new stage in my life. I dont know how i feel about that. Im scared. Im nervous. Im excited. Im worried. All of those feelings are rolled into one. And that feeling is the greatest feeling in the world. The show tonight is going to be a really special part of my life. Theres no turning back now. I know the show will be amazing. Im really proud of myself and of the whole cast. I love you all from the bottom of my heart. Thank you for being there for me and each other. Never forget these wonderful times .... GOD BLESS THE FINE ARTS. This is the Moment Damn all the odds This day or never Ill sit forever with the Gods When I look back I will ALWAYS recal Moment for moment This was the moment The GREATEST moment of them all! Current Mood: Indescribable Current Music: This Is The Moment - The Cast of Jekyll & Hyde (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, May 4th, 2004
11:38 pm	Dreams Do Come True Holy hell has this week been crazy. I dont know where to begin. SO many good things. Im crammed with work, which sucks, but the musical theatre show opens tomorrow. Im so ready for it. Its gonna be amazing. My dream of singing "This Is The Moment" in front of a crowd will come true. I get to sing a song with my two favorite ladies in the world, pook and oabp. I love life right now. Wish me luck tomorrow. Its gonna be hot! Night All! GOD BLESS THE FINE ARTS! Current Mood: indescribable Current Music: This Is The Moment - The Cast of Jekyll & Hyde (Comment on this)
Sunday, April 25th, 2004
11:39 pm	Please Let It Be Over This weekend was hella crazy. Everything from awesome to sucks happened. The suck part was that my car is officially dead. It still runs, but im having the same problems i did when i first took to to the shop about a year ago (roughly almost a grand later). So i decided to not put anymore money into it. Instead ima work my balls off this summer and get a brand new car. Itll suck cause i wont have a very nice summer, but its gonna be sweet to have a new car. The awesome part of the weekend was that I saw my girl Valerie in her show at AACC. She was amazing as usual. Looked even hotter too! Shes commin to my show on the 6th! I cant wait. The REALLY awesome thing that happened was that me, my bro, and adam went to Jimmie's Chicken Shack's cd release party! Holy hell was it awesome. Prolly one of the best concerts ive ever been to. The new cd rocks. Everyone needs to go out and get it. Other than that, ive been up to my damn head in work. With the show and finals right around the corner, the next 3 weeks are gonna blow. But its almost summer, so HELL YEAH! Night All! God Bless The Fine Arts! I found this question thing on my friend Mary's site and decided to put it on mine. Fill it out and put the answers as a reply to this post! Thanks! and be honest! 1. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it. 2. Am I loveable? 3. How long have you known me? 4. When and how did we first meet? 5. What was your first impression? 6. Do you still think that way about me now? 7. If I was an ice cream flavor, which would I be and why? 8. Do you think I'll get married? 9. What makes me happy? 10. What makes me sad? 11. What song (if any) reminds you of me? 12. If you could give me anything what would it be? 13. Do you consider me a good friend? 14. When's the last time you saw me? 15. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? 16. Would you make a move on me? 17. Describe me in one word. 18. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same? 19. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen? 20. Do I cross your mind at least 2 times a day? Current Mood: happy Current Music: Falling Out - Jimmie's Chicken Shack (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, April 23rd, 2004
12:09 am	3 Is The Magic Number Busy is the word of the week. Ive been swamped with work. Thankfully i got alot done this week, so i get a break for a few days. Which is good cause im goin home. Can you say Jimmies Chicken Shack concert? I can. Thats where Ima be tomorrow night. Its gonna kick some ass, specially since its their CD Release Party! First one in like 4 years! Hell Yeah to that. Also, im goin to see my girl in Beauty and the Beast at AACC. She is playin Belle and another friend of mine is playin the Beast, so i promised her i would go. It should be really good. Hopefully ill get a chance to chill with Andy too. I didnt get a chance to talk to him much last time i saw him cause i was a little "under the weather" to know what was goin on. Ok, i was drunk. LOL. So im lookin forward to catchin up with him. Hes commin down the weekend of my show, so thatll be sweet as hell. Speakin of my show, rehearsals have been ... interesting. Its best if i keep my mouth shut. lol. Its gonna be badass by opening night though. i know it. Classes sucked as usual, but 3 more weeks and my ass is gonna be at the beach layin in my hammock for 3 care-free months. Oh i cant wait. I also realized that i really need a girlfriend. Ive been saying how good my life has been, except in that department. It really sucks being alone all the time. So any of you single ladies out there, feel free to come hang out! lol. Sike, im in no hurry for a relationship, but it would be nice to be in one! Enough complaining for one night! Have a bitchin' weekend everyone! Night All! God Bless The Fine Arts! Current Mood: excited Current Music: Do Right - Jimmies Chicken Shack (Comment on this)
Sunday, April 18th, 2004
10:54 pm	I Love Life What a weekend. I dont even know where to begin. The weather was so nice, it felt like summer! Def a good change. Spring Olympics was actually fun as shit. Im proud to say I came in 3rd out of 11 in musical chairs! LOL. After that, Dan and I drove around to get our costumes for musical theatre. That guy is the craziest bastard on earth. If anyone can make me laugh, its prolly him. Definitley glad him and I are becomming better friends, hes cool as shit. Went to the Variety Show to see my girl sing her song. HOLY SHIT is all I can say about that girl. My god I was speechless. SO glad I went, she def stole the show. I was in awe the whole time. Then I was chillin in my room and Josh came over. We went to UP and got our drink on. Complete madness in UP. Went over Dan's place (he lives in UP too) and chilled with him for a bit. Very crazy night! Today I got alot of school work done. So Id say I had a pretty eventful/productive weekend! Good times all around! Night All! God Bless The Fine Arts! Current Mood: ecstatic Current Music: Paradise City - Guns N Roses (Comment on this)
Friday, April 16th, 2004
12:01 am	HELL YEAH Weekend!! Pretty good day today. Its nice to finally see the sun again. I almost forgot what it looked like. It was a little windy, but good overall. Bring on the good weather! Classes went pretty good. Lisa said my makeup looked awesome! (I had to make myself look like a monkey!) Def badass. Broadcast writing class is getting dumber by the day. Only one more month left. My car was fixed today and Ima head down to OC tomorrow to pick it up. Busy weekend comming up, so I cant stay at the beach. Figures the first weekend its supposed to be really nice, i cant stay. Damn my luck. Oh well. Have a good weekend everyone! Night All! God Bless The Fine Arts! Current Mood: happy Current Music: When The Sun Goes Down - Kenny Chesney and Uncle Kracker (Comment on this)
Thursday, April 15th, 2004
12:02 am	Busy week + Busy weekend = SUCK Damn I've been so busy. Today was pretty cool, despite all the shit i had to do. Classes were not too shabby. Musical Theatre was awesome. Dr Mullins came in today! It was great havin him back. I got to sing my solo for him. I sang the same song for my audition for him my first semester, and it felt awesome when he said I have improved so much. Plus, my pook said I gave her chills at one point! THATS a compliment. Your the best pook. We also got to sing "Let It Go" for the first time. It went a little rough cause most the guys had never heard it, but Dan and I just went crazy. The girls were screaming and throwing dollar bills around. It was PERFECT! I loved every second of it. They didnt even care that my fat ass was grinding all over them either! That class, and the people in it, rocks (well, most the people). I got my damn WFB work done. That damn class can go to hell. Bed time for now. Night All! God Bless The Fine Arts! Pook, your smile always keeps me happy even when life seems crazy. Im forever grateful ... Current Mood: happy Current Music: Smile - Lonestar (Comment on this)
Wednesday, April 14th, 2004
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Tuesday, April 13th, 2004
11:54 am	Come On Already! Today was a very dull day. Makeup class was cool though cause we had to make ourselves look like animals! I was a monkey! Badass. Writing For Broadcasting was horrible as usual. All this damn rain doesnt help! I wish the weekend would just get here already. Im starting to look at new cars since my car is getting a little too old and a little to expensive for me to handle anymore. Let me know any ideas. My Dakota Sport is lookin pretty good and affordable too! Time for bed though. Night All! God Bless The Fine Arts! Current Mood: blah Current Music: Falling Out - Jimmie's Chicken Shack feat. Aaron Lewis (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Monday, April 12th, 2004
11:57 pm	Mondays = STOOPID I was tired as all hell this morning. Classes went ok. Tech lab sucked as usual. Only like 3 more times though. Musical Theatre went pretty good too. We rehearsed the whole first act. I think it sounded good. I was happy with "Seymour". Considering the accompanist never heard the song, i think we sounded awesome. Other than that, Ive been catchin up on work and shit. Kevin and the boys came in a taught me one of the dances from the movie "Honey" in the lounge. Its badass! Reminded me of my lesson with Darren Henson. I love that kind of dancing. Its really energetic, great for exercise, plus girls love it! I think its off to bed. Im tired as shit. I think Mark is getting me hooked on Country music. I used to think that was a bad thing, but im really starting to like alot of Country artists, which is really surprising me. Hell has frozen over. Night All! God Bless The Fine Arts Current Mood: surprised Current Music: Drift Off To Dream - Travis Tritt (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, April 11th, 2004
11:52 pm	Luck Sucks Well after a week full of complete happiness, my luck ran out this weekend. I had a good weekend, dont get me wrong. Any time away from SU is great. However, I had a bit of bad luck. To earn some extra money, I decided to work at the arcade to help my boss out. This is the job, after working there for like 5 consecutive summers, I swore I would never go back to. But it wasnt that busy, so I figured Id get some extra money. So I FINALLY got my car back this weekend! First time I drove it in a long ass time. Also, I got my first ticket this weekend. Who knew you cant park facing in the opposite direction of the oncomming traffic (those who are confused at this point, just ask me, ill explain) So that was $30 down the shitter. So im taking merchandise over to our "Warehouse" for work, and my car wont start. So now I had to take it to get it fixed, AGAIN! I dont think its anything major, but I wouldve liked to not have spent my weekend working at the job I used to LOATHE only to pay off crap to my car. Other than that, the Seacrets interview went well, I think I have a good shot at the job. It was also awesome to spend time with the Fam. I love doing that, even if its just sitting around. I hope everyone had a great Easter! Night All! God Bless The Fine Arts! Current Mood: tired Current Music: Is She Really Going Out With Him - Sugar Ray (Comment on this)
Thursday, April 8th, 2004
12:34 am	Beautiful, just beautiful Oh my lord today rocked. Classes went pretty good. I found out all my classes for friday are cancelled, so I can leave for OC tomorrow! Thats a wonderful thing. I got the Sweeny Todd dvd today, brought back some good memories. It was such a beautiful day outside! Definitley a good change from all the shit weather we been havin. Speaking of beautiful, Lauren in musical theatre class .... nuff said. My god that girl is stunning. Rehearsal for that was fun too! Well, here's to a good, stress free, holiday weekend! Happy Easter everyone! Night All! God Bless The Fine Arts Lyrics for my Special Someone: I just don't understand Why you're running from a good man baby Why you wanna turn your back on love Why you've already given up See I know you've been hurt before But I swear I'll give you so much more I swear I'll never let you down Cause I swear it's you that I adore And I can't help myself babe Cause I think about you constantly and my heart gets no rest over you You can call me selfish But all I want is your love You can call me hopeless Cause I'm hopelessly in love You can call me unperfect But who's perfect? Tell me what do I gotta do To prove that I'm the only one for you What's wrong with being selfish? Current Mood: happy Current Music: Selfish - Nsync (Comment on this)